Ruth -this blog is for you !

You are important to many. Therefore I dedicate this site to you . It is intended only for your eyes and mind. What you did to Natalie and the other girls back then was not fault , it was not your parents fault either. What happened to your son was not your fault. It is not your pathology either....It is solely alone your Mentor's fault.

Sometimes the human mind works in mysterious ways ; it can be manipulated beyond our belief system. Sometimes people kill because they are told, sometimes people blame there parents for everything that goes wrong in there life because they are told. A parent is the main focus in the child's life . A mentor is an adults parent. If that Mentor harms your mind and verbally abuses you then it is bad mentoring . Your mentor is sick , he is not healed. You are being directed by a very sick sexually perverted man. You are told that your only attracted to Gay men. Not true.
You were told to marry one and then the Mentor who so proudly calls you his breeder then decided to take over and convince you of this. Your a powerful woman that should fight .. Keep fighting.... What gives him the right to destroy so many families and by him doing it , it is clearly our right to make him feel what he has done to so many , many others . Your Mentor Judges each students parents and now he is being judged.

At what point do you become responsible for your life and make decisions for you and only you. Live your life and not the life that sick mentor wants you to think is healthy. The surer your mentor is of his own greatness and righteousness, the more his sickness shows. Watch him closely from a distance . The longer you stay away from him. You will start to see things for your self. Set your self free. Become that wonderful kind , caring, powerful woman you once were.

No matter how angry you are at me. I can understand . What you feel about someone messing with your children . Many , many parents equally feel for what your Mentor has done and continues doing. He does not seem to mind putting his children through this . This is all done out of his sick need to control and feed his Narcissistic Disorder.

-Your mentor is the only true full blown disorder in that entire process !